I’m delighted to
see the interest of the readers on my crazy-story of life “a life never thought
of”. Micro-blogging the progress of this story was because of a wrong illusion
in my crazy head that people won’t read this blog moreover they won’t read this
at least. And also because writing (for me) is a long, painful business, and
i don't plan to go with this again very soon. If i’m giving a kick-start to
this again that is just because of the reader’s and i’m very thankful to them. My present situation is that i have so many
things to write, there is so many thoughts and words which are rolling in my head but
will continue with this story as i have to drag this off to the end in couple
of hours.
I’ll be brief because i’m
writing a lot at the moment, just not here. So as i mentioned in my previous
page that my concentration was on my carrier, i really was looking for
something big in my life within a span of time. After finishing my schooling
there in k.v. Afs, avadi” one more hard time has come to fight with, one more
decision to take, and i’ll say life is full of problems but also with
opportunities.
So my parents
questioned me “do you
want to stay here or want to fly to other states?”
I found this question very
difficult to answer than my board exam papers.
In reply, do you know what i said- give me a couple of days to sleep on
it, so that i can come up with good decision. And later over a night i visit to
my dad and said that i got a dream of staying in chennai and pursuing my
education to the further level.
Dad replied- it’s just a
nightmare don’t take any decision based on it or else you may get kicked by your
dream and you will be left here to regret, nothing else.
Of-course he was right
at his point of view but still my mind was stuck with that dream and this made
me chew over for two days. After a couple of days my dad again jab me and asked
me for the answers. I could not get rid of that so i answered abruptly in these
words-“okie so here is my answer i want to stay here and continue my carrier”. Then
he said i’m glad to know that you decided to stay here, i was expecting this
from you and many more some cheesy lines which was tempting me to hug my dad
right away for a second at least, though i failed.
Hardest decision of my life was
taken by me; i couldn’t believe that. I’m not sure how practical this
was at the moment. After this decision life was not so easy to me but still i tried
to never give up and fly-off from state.
I tried for many
colleges in chennai which were tempting me after finishing my school life. But
dint get admission in any of them so in my frustration (at myself), i expressed
my unhappiness in fluent hindi on one of my social networking site. This
wouldn't have happened if i'd have not run over on my dreamy decision. “creativity starts with a problem” that i have learned
through this whole process. But somehow got admission in a college, not much
famous but i must say that was matching my level and gave me a great opportunity
to take a flight of my dream and landed over the destination of realty. I took
admission without any delay and started my college life happily. My
dailycrushingsenseoffailure made me to feel down sometimes but cause of some
best and close friends i improved, in another term updated me to the next level
where i should take rest and enjoy. “a journey of a thousand
miles begins with a single step” well said quote which i love to
follow and i think i’ve taken my first step for my well destination.
Thanks to each and every friend, teacher,
mentor, lecturer who have been helping me through my whole life, i must say
because of them now i’m making some cents through a company. I've met some
people online that i'm sure will be lifelong friends! I’m very thankful for
those that are in my life and that have helped me get to where i am.
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